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Oct
23
I'm Queen Shopaholic
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After work, Jess (my sis), Tori (my cousin), and I went shopping. I blew over 100 bucks on some clothes I didn’t really need. They are sooo cute though. Then I went to Walgreen’s. I had only gone in there for a bottle of hair spiking glue and I blew another 100 bucks on makeup and hair shit I didn’t really need. That money would have came in useful during our Houston trip next week. Oh well. I swear I cannot hold on to money. I have a shopping problem. It makes me feel so good while I’m doing it, but once I get home, I feel like shit. For example, I spent $400 on a system a few weeks ago. Then the same night I went to Wal-Mart and blew another $400 on a digital camera and a bunch of other crap I didn’t need. I guess I’m improving, I only spent a 1/4 of that today. I have so much damn makeup, and I hardly ever wear it. So why do I feel I must continue to buy it all the time? I swear I am losing it……
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23
Here I am again. I couldn’t sleep longer than 5 hours. I was having weird dreams again, but I don’t remember what they were. I’ve been sitting here thinking about the 2 men I have loved most in my life.
I have always felt everything happens for a reason. Sometimes it may take me years to figure out that reason, but I always do it. I’ve already told the story of Erick & me. We broke up 6 months ago & I still can’t let myself get attached to another man. Well a new one at least. I guess I’ll talk about the twisted relationship I’ve had with Raymond.
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