Erick and I

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After much agonizing over a decision, Erick and I mutually decided to break up on April 4th. It wasn’t something either of us really wanted to, but there were just too many complications and potential ramifications if we had followed our original plan.

The original plan was for him to leave his wife and for me to move to North Platte to be with him. In the end, I just couldn’t. There were several contributing factors to our decision. We still love each other immensely, however, love isn’t always enough.

After it was all said and done. I hurt so much. I was in agony. I began thinking about the sadness of it all as well as all the other things that were wrong in my life and it got the best of me.

I tried to kill myself and came really close to succeeding.

No matter what I do or say, I will always love Erick. No one could ever possibly take his place in my heart and that is the most tragic thing of all.

Hello,

I have a serious problem. This is going to be a really long email, but I think you should know everything in order to give proper advice about the situation.

I am in a net relationship. We met online in Nov 2001 and have been “together” since Dec 2001. We had plans to meet each other in person (he lives 600 miles from me) in August 2002. About a week before the trip, I got an email (we usually talked through instant messages on yahoo) that his feelings had changed for me, blah blah blah. He basically broke off our relationship in an email. Warning sirens were blaring in my head. It caught me totally offguard since things had seemed like they always had, even better in some ways. So that evening he got online and we talked. Well, I talked (bitched) and he listened. He sat there listening to me for over 2 hours. The next day I ran into an ex that wanted to go out that night so I did. When I got home Erick was waiting online for me. A mutual net friend of ours told me that he had been talking to her about it and that when he found out I was on a date he started drinking and just seemed sad.
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Chapter 1 – Your Loving Style

Chapter 2 – Jennifer and Erick

Chapter 3 – Making Your Relationship Work

Chapter 4 – Celebrate Each Other’s Contributions