It amazes me how quickly things can change. There have been several changes in my life.

First of all, I don’t see anymore and I haven’t in over eight months. I had a January 20th of this year. It was his child. I had left messages with his mother that I was pregnant and he never called. Then when I was at the hospital, after the , I had Jessica and Carah call her and tell her what was going on. Apparently, she didn’t care. She probably thought I was lying about the whole thing anyway. All I can say is good riddance to her and her son. Fuck them both!

Second, I never miss anymore and I haven’t in a very long time. I no longer despise him. Actually, I wish him and Brandi nothing but the best. I’m glad he’s out of my life and our relationship is over. I learned a lot during our time together. It was very educational and without that experience I wouldn’t know what I do now. It made me wiser in matters of the heart.

Right now, I’m in with a man I feel is my soul mate. His name is and we met on yahoo messenger of all places. He is everything I’ve ever wanted in a man and then some. He’s smart, funny, sweet, sexy, loving, romantic, gorgeous, ambitious, accepting; he’s a movie nut like me, he loves kids… I could go on and on. We met in person during my vacation about 2 weeks ago. I’ll write about that in my next entry.

On this day..