Archive for August 19, 2002

The Day After

9 years ago
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The next day was his band’s show in Curtis (about 45 miles from North Platte). The band had invited us to go. I didn’t want to go at first because I was still angry with them for going along with ’s lies. The girls wanted to go really bad though so I relented. and I were inseparable that day.

Shortly before their set, reality sank in that we were leaving to go back home after the show. I knew I had to try to distance myself from him. I walked to my car with the intention to clear my head and give myself a pep talk (about being able to handle leaving and that I would see him again soon, etc.) I had just opened the door and sat down and there he was.

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And We Made Love…

9 years ago
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The next morning, (Wednesday) we checked out of the motel and went to the campgrounds. (Yes, we were that broke. Luckily, I had been smart enough to pack my tent.) I had to write a hot check for 2 days lot rent.

He came over that evening. We talked and flirted for hours. I asked him if he wanted a tour of the tent (it was a 3 room tent), he bit and we ended up in my “bedroom” we laid on my palette and talked and gazed into each others eyes.

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The Confrontation

9 years ago
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We had walked to the edge of the park when I stopped him and asked him, “Is your last name really Matthews?” He looked me in the eyes and said, “No. I’m sorry I lied to you, but I didn’t know you very well then and later I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to hate me for lying.”

I was overjoyed that he told me the truth. For some reason I was expecting him to deny everything. I hugged him tight and thanked him for being honest. Then, I told him that I knew his real last name and I pulled the phonebook page from my back pocket and showed him.

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The Truth Uncovered

9 years ago
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I thought back to some of his emails and they always said from R. That made me decide to look in the R’s to see if I found his name. Sure enough, about halfway through the R’s I found ’s name and next to it said “& Amanda.” I swear my heart stopped beating and all my blood drained to my feet. It felt as if someone had just impaled me with a blazing sword. A few minutes had passed and I still sat there shocked, unable to blink, unable to move, unable to cry or scream, barely able to breathe. My world came crashing down upon me in millions of slivers and shards. Eventually, I lost consciousness.

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Quality Time with Erick

9 years ago
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wanted to come over but I wanted to shower first. Afterwards, I called Heather again and she was chatting with on yahoo. I asked her to ask him to bring us something to eat. When he showed up, he had 3 plates of food he had cooked for us. I thought that was so sweet. I figured he would just grab something from Mickey D’s or something.

He also brought his copy of “the Dark Crystal”. He gave it to me and I gave him a Tulsa t-shirt. He also gave me a Toyfare magazine that had Optimus Prime on the cover. It was funny because he walked in and was like “I bet you thought you weren’t gonna get to see Optimus Prime while you were here, but here ya go.” and he handed it to me. In case you haven’t figured it out, Optimus Prime is what he calls his penis.

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