Apr

18

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-04-18

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Feb

27

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-27

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  • enjoying a paid day off :) #

Feb

20

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-20

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  • getting ready to go back to the dr… I hope this is the last visit about the miscarriage #

Feb

18

I Think I Can…

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The twists and turns life can throw still astonish me. For awhile there I was certain that I’d been through as much hell as possible without dying and it was finally my time to enjoy more than fleeting happiness, I was foolhardy and impulsive.

Paul is a short man, but his charisma is impetuous. Napoleon comes to mind for some damn reason, probably because I’m toking, listening to my breakup playlist and having dozens of thoughts sweep through my mind every millisecond.

When I’m happy, I’m extremely happy, but it’s a very short-lived burst. Then something else tragic or devastating happens and poof, everything disintegrates so quickly I am left wondering if it was all just a dream.

I got swept up in my relationship with Paul. I was considering having his baby within six weeks of meeting him; little did I know I was already carrying his babies Surely, I should’ve known it was possible. After all we were fucking like rabbits and never used protection. I was living second to second without considering consequences.

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Feb

13

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-13

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  • trying to numb the pain #
  • home from work, the distraction helped, but now I have to face all the pain again… gonna work 2.5 extra hours tomorrow so I can stay busy #
  • headed to the dr, hoping I don't have to have a D & C #